The last few weeks have been very challenging. Many moments I felt stuck and felt like I hit a wall. Was very challenging to stay focused and look into the positive side of things. I was relying on mental discipline to get through and jump through the perceived challenges.
And the usual response I was accustomed to have – solve the problem. But I didn’t do this in this round.
What I did instead – Took the time to journey within. Try to understand what’s causing it and why it was eating me up. Recognize the emotions it brings and be brave enough to face it, learn to welcome it, accept it till we understand the depth and the core where it was coming from. Surrender to the moment. Learn to be patient. Maybe learn to be more patient. Let time do the teaching and let the lessons come when we are ready for it.
Today, I woke up feeling better. The mind seems calmer and more open. Less defenses and more receptive.
And maybe that is what we need. Maybe sometimes, we all need that – learn to deliberately stop. Let the mud settle to clear up the water. Choose rest. Choose stillness. Not doing can be productive especially if that means collecting ourselves in silence. Learn to choose to stop so we can keep and stay going!
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